Now I've done it

I've always known that I don't have a temper, but whenever I get upset, I make very stupid decisions! And now I've made one big ass mistake. You know that feeling of when you want to cry, but the tears aren't there because you've trained yourself to the point that you have no tears anymore? Well that's exactly where I am. In the need of tears to make myself feel better but they do not wish to come down. Ahh God please help me to be a smarter person. 

AMEN!